Sunday, October 13, 2013

Faith walk?

Time has passed. The narrators voice from SpongeBob can be heard uttering the number of days that have passed since my last entry. 

I've eliminated diet drinks by drinking water, tea with a half and half or so concoction, or small soft drinks. Fortunately, the cokes are so sweet, I may drink about 1/4 of one. 

The problem is I haven't adapted anything else. No weight loss and other problems continue...night sweats, leg cramps, tight waist bands. I'm tired of being fat, yet I order whatever sounds good. Frustrating. 

This morning, as I considered my pillow drenched with my own sweat while I was sleeping in a room away from my wife, I wondered why I, a person who is very task oriented, can't seem to get in shape. What is holding me back?  Then I considered the phrase, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."  Maybe it's a test of my faith or an illustration of my lack of faith. 

Maybe I need His help. Maybe I need to realize His importance. 

Epiphany?  Defined as sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple, homely, or common place occurrence or experience.

Could be. 

Philippians 4:13. I am able to do all things through Him who strengthens me. (HCSB)

Have I invited Him daily to be a part of this?